S H I R L E Y

A Good Good Year!

2010-02-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

2010 is a good good year to me! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I love it as there is a lot of good things happening around me! It makes me feels like I'm the luckiest person in the world. says YEAH! YEAH!

My sister has made up with my father after a long year without talking to each other!
I make up with my brainless brother.
I talk to the brainless's gf! come on! It's so happening! and is also a miracle to ask ME, the stubborn to talk to a people that i was used to hate the most. Anyways, I was not me.sorry=)
The first BB in my life!My sister wants to buy a BB to me! omfg! What's better than this? Love you. *kisses*♥
Baby-buttocks gonna be!I went facial today! and guess what! My face is like the baby-buttocks! which i have never think to own in my life AGAIN after the ~~MAGGIEBITCHSHANDS!~~ She ruined my life! and Carol, the magic-finger makes the dream comes true again! I love you more than you ever think of!!!♥♥♥
Glossy lips!Carol, the magic-finger gifted me the DECLEOR lip gloss that I want for so so so so long!!! Love you more and more!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥
*and many upcoming good things !!!*

♥♥♥W-E-L-C-O-M-E♥♥♥

Mine is joyful!

2010-02-23T00:34:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings! Am here to share my life again. Sorry for neglecting my blog AGAIN as I am lazy! yes! You are absolutely right!!!! Well, let's start all with 20th Feb 2010,- Pauline Yap a.k.a. Miss Cacing a.k.a Flower a.k.a our beloved babe 's birthday. =) It was awesome! and I think we are the one who have to say THANKS to you, thanks for organising this gathering for 7 Flowers. For me, it was like a reunion lunch/dinner/supper for 7 flowers, and we enjoyed it to the fullest! But to be frank, the-foods-were-not-so-good. * not to offend, just telling the truth* hehe. Anyways, it's worth to try. Thanks again, thanks for Pauline, the organiser; Yiying, Hasanah, Joo Hooi, Pui Shan and Mandy, the participators and also me. Loves and Appreciates what you guys give to me. Thanks Thanks Thanks!!!! Looking forward for the next and soon gathering!

After the lunch, Hasanah, Joo Hooi, YY and Pshan followed me to my place and I served them the best Korean cuisine, my favourite! They likey. Then we went to a bistro at sri hartamas till 12am and we were not enough! but we have to send the cinderella, joo hooi home. So, i drive the pumpkin all the way down to bukit jalil for 40 plus kilometers distance! Finally, we went back to my place to stay over and we had girls talks untill 5.30am! A.M!!! haha. We were mentally and physically exhausted! just like a zombie yet the blissful and cherish zombie!!!!!!!

What is the price of being a shopaholic?

2010-02-05T19:51:00.002+08:00

Well, I think i have started to reject any Mama's taste clothes since standard 5. When everyone is still wearing what their Mama buys, I was started to penetrate into Fashion Kingdom. I build-up my own style and there the shopaholic's genes start growing fast in my body. Till now, this sickness is getting worst and not under my control anymore. I am just so into fashion stuff. I will purchase whenever I find it without any consideration. To be frank, I know this is actually not a good habit but i couldn't help as this is where my happiness from. Eveytime, when I feel down,stress, sorrow, frustrated and bla bla bla I will just get myself into fashion world which can actually make me feel happy within few minutes. Anyways, I just got back from another shopping spree, that's splendid! I bought alot of clothes, shoes and accessories with full satisfication! Btw, peoples are greedy, especially for a shopaholic like me, so, I'm going for another spree tmr!!!!! I plea guilt.=)

A Lanvin on First Lady.

2010-02-04T23:59:00.004+08:00

Just found out something that really caught my attention. A LANVIN SNEAKERS, -it is more than enough to catch a shopaholic's sight but when the person who wearing is Michelle Obama, what do you think of now? Did she wear in perfectly casual with a pair of $540 gray and purple Lanvin Sneakers? Or, you will think she looked matching and great just because she is Michelle Obama?

Well it’s good to know that even the first lady of the United States of America, Michelle Obama, knows how to pick her sneakers!She looked perfectly casual with the Capri pant which goes wonderfully with the Lanvin Sneaker. And it is better be that way because the price is not easy to afford by just anybody – $545.

“现在读大学有每天上课的么？？我是没有听说过咯。。。”

2010-02-03T23:34:00.001+08:00

“现在读大学有每天上课的么？？我是没有听说过咯。。。” it's from a stupid brainless idiot bastard's mouth! Can you guys see how ignorant this person are? What's the point of lying?! Don't tell me you are not suspecting me but just CURIOUS“我只是好奇而已” ！Shut-up ! Do you really think I want to own your car? Come on, I got no choice, perhaps I manage to walk from DPC to Damansara Height! Tell you, if I got other way, I will never ever think of borrowing your car and hear your sarcastic comments by now! Hey, I really feel so heartbroken when you said that to me. Are you really my brother? Yes, I can't surely tell you that i will earn billion of dollors but at least I did study hard unlike you! and please don't always protect your bitch with closed eyes, is 18yrs relationship can't beat your seasonal girlfriends?Think deeply before you speak! Your words kill the one who really love you!

The only life that we have.

2010-01-19T18:08:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone! I'm here to share the recent book that I read.

It's a book written by a sophisticated woman, Lauran.She said that we have to Follow our heart and always be true to yourself till the end of our life.Yes, she did, she is from South Africa and have traveled all around the world when she was 15 years old. Due to follow her heart, she had left her family, her boyfriend and the country that raises her up, and went to Austria. After few years, she left her decent career and when to China to start all over again and again. Till now, she is 56years old and having a blissful family in China. Also, a CEO of the worldwide food industry.

Besides that, she did mentioned that family is very important to her. She said, family is like the root of the plants. The plant will not growth well without the root.

So,in the nutshell, we have to follow what our heart want to and be wisdom when making choices, b'cos we have only one lifetime and we have to live it to the best. Remember:
♥DREAM BIGGER. LIVE HARDER. LOVE DEEPER.♥

p/s Due to the limited of time, I have to stop here and continue my c3's past year questions. Wishing you all the best.Bye<3

猜猜什么地方？

2010-01-04T21:04:00.005+08:00

大家來猜猜，這到底是什么地方？

，落地玻璃，干凈利落，最多不是現代化的科技公司、生物公司之類的吧？...錯！

猜不到？再看...

，
看了室內裝潢，肯定是什么國際公司的總公司、營運中心或者研發中心，肯定錯不了...

還是錯！

還是猜不到？那來看看內設的一些設施。

，哈...哈...看錯看錯，原來是個運動訓練中心，還提供住宿哦！哈...哈...真好的設施。

誒...還是猜錯！

！！！奈按捏？！？！到底系蝦米地方？

，猜不到吧！？哈...哈...發夢都沒想到！它是一所位于澳大利亞的監獄!!!

那么勤勞干嘛！去澳大利亞犯個罪，包你好吃好住，夢寐以求的家園等著你！

p/s The above statement is inspired from a random blog=) Please don't sue me. Have fun.

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! First at all, i would like to wish you guys have a great and fabulous year ahead and me too. haha.

2009 is not a bad year overall. I lost and gain something which was really important to me. She was a special friend to me. We were having so much fun during that time. Perhaps we are not mature enough to tackle the problem or our friendship is just so fragile. Anyways, everything is passed and life is still going on. Wishing you all the best in your undertakings. =) Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

"Human needs is always more than what can actually be produced"

2009-12-23T00:45:00.003+08:00

YES! I am taking Economics.
YES! I strongly agree with the statement.
YES! I am facing the same problem.
YES YES YES!!!!!!!! I am a big spender.

I think everyone knows about it and there is nothing to hide. You guys can see from your first sight if you have seen me before or if you are not blind. I know it is pathetic but what to do if i born to be that. As my father always says 即来之，则安之. haha. sounds wrong but this is the only idiom that i could think of. Further, I am having holiday now!the only thing appear in my mind for holiday = SHOPPING! And YES, I DID non-stop shopping for two weeks. I really spent all my money and having debtsss now.
I mean debtsss!! BUT! It still couldn't fulfill my appetency. Yes, I'm greedy.=) Anyways, I need a leather barrel bag♥♥♥! *I want you home!*

Sum, you're absolutely right. I am passion for fashion♥

Nighters.

Nothing.

2009-12-19T12:45:00.003+08:00

Hey, don't feel like blogging these day. Here is the two shows that I watched and want to recommend for you guys. Enjoy=)

This is about life. You might get some different view from me. Anyways, it's a nice show to motivate us to fight for our life!

This is a historical show. Perhaps a boring movie for some people but not me. I <3 it!

BYE

鱼与熊掌不可兼得

2009-12-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

“鱼，我所欲也，熊掌，亦我所欲也；二者不可得兼，舍鱼而取熊掌者也。生，亦我所欲也，义，亦我所欲也；二者不可得兼，舍生而取义者也。”孟子用人们生活中熟知的具体事物打了一个比方：鱼是我想得到的，熊掌也是我想得到的，在两者不能同时得到的情况下，我宁愿舍弃鱼而要熊掌；生命是我所珍爱的，义也是我所珍爱的，在两者不能同时得到的情况下，我宁愿舍弃生命而要义。在这里，孟子把生命比作鱼，把义比作熊掌，认为义比生命更珍贵就像熊掌比鱼更珍贵一样.

本文节选自《孟子·告子上》。《告子上》的主要内容是阐明“性善说”，即人性里天生就有向善的种子，所谓“恻隐之心，人皆有之；羞恶之心，人皆有之；恭敬之心，人皆有之；是非之心，人皆有之”。这种善的天性，就是人的“本心”。“本心”不可小视，因为它们分别是仁义礼智这几种道德的萌芽形态：“恻隐之心，仁之端也；羞恶之心，义之端也；辞让（意近“恭敬”）之心，礼之端也；是非之心，义之端也。”人应该推求本心，顺着“本心”的方向发展，并将它发扬光大，从而成为道德上完善的人。因此，放到《告子下》全文里看，本文讲的是每个人都有“本心”，无论在什么情况下，人都应该保有自己的“本心”。只要“本心”在，即使在生死关头，人也能经受住考验；而如果丧失了“本心”，人就会做出有损于人格的事来

Am I too demanding?

2009-11-30T19:12:00.003+08:00

A typical question that I have always ask myself. A lot of friends told me that I am way too demanding compared to the other girls. I got my strong principal and I will always stick on it no matter what. This brings pros and cons to my life. And I found the cons are always go far beyond the pros. I was used to think everyone should lives in their own way and that is what I always do but things had changed as I growth. This theory should no longer exist. and It's about time to change.

These day.

2009-11-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

There are too many things happened in this few weeks which totally drove me crazy. These included happy and unhappy things. Firstly and the most annoying is I AM SICK! I was refused to take any medical treatment at the beginning, but as time passed, it became worst and I can't even get up to college and then only went for a 'proper' medical center because I used to go for 'improper'=pharmacy to simply buy some medicine and be myself-private-doctor. But it seems like doesn't works. Secondly, my father went for a eye operation yesterday and discharged today. No worries!=) Thirdly, I passed my lan subject! yes! feels much relief now. Frankly, I thought I will failed *im serious* cos the moral studies paper was bloody difficult and everyone was complaining too even the genius. Anyways, it is passed and I got an unexpectedly C! omg! Further, I am having exam now! Three subjects in a row, it's killing. Lectures are way to strict compared with the teachers in my secondary school. We have no right to talk or appeal. All we can do is started the revision on the dot he told. I think I better kick the books right now.Ciao.

미안합니다 ♥

2009-11-15T12:53:00.004+08:00

I went back to kc yesterday with my flowers due to the graduation ceremony. and YES, we had a lot of fun, it is seemed like we went back to the schooling time yet I feel strange and guilty. Sorry friends. I am incapable to reach what you guys wish for. I might need some times to recover from the pain and learn the way to forgive someone. Sometimes, it's not easy to forgive someone when she has deeply hurt you,it can be extremely difficult to let go of your grudge. I hope you guys can understand what I am trying to convey. Believe me, I am trying hard!

NANA with her daisy~

shan and me

was pushing away by cacing.

my love.

CITITEL HOTEL

Finally we are graduated! !

After I settled down the things and reached home around 11 something and TJ came and fetched me straight away to yam-cha while killing the time. He told me a lot of philosophy which he gets from ZiHeng. It's meaningful but I haven't ready yet. Take times. And you told me alot of your past, for me, you are way too dithery in making decision. I wish you can find a girlfriend who can bring you up to the track as what they say.=)Aza aza fighting!

Then, we watched the 2012 at 1.30 and ended up like 4.30 in the morning! To be frank, I am extremely tired since i went out from 8am. Anyhow, I still love that movie and story line! It touches my heartbeat! exp when I saw the parents who really REALLY sacrifice themselves and sort out the root of the problem just for their family, this is the touchiest part for me maybe because I don't have a blissful family and I have been craving for it though I know it won't be in my life anymore. sounds naive?~~YES!~~ Btw, I have a dedicate lovely father. I know he loves us more than everything. and we do.=*) Don't worry I will take care of you well and buy a Benz and hire a driver for you.=) and even let you go find your girlfriend. ♥

Bloody shit!

2009-11-09T16:06:00.006+08:00

omg! my stomach is like bloody pain.wtf!
I stick with the toilet bowl from day to night and nothing comes out!
All I get is just PAIN!
I hate to be a girl at this very moment!

btw, i went for a spa yesterday and it was a blast! and I'm craving for it NOW!
I want to do it again! Let's start thinking which package to take for the next.
Ms. Carmen waits me there!

and I hope the trip can comes true.haha
Rachel Yau! BOOK NOW!

The day we tried to study hard.XD

2009-11-09T15:43:00.004+08:00

aren't we looked like a piece of shit?NO! is 2 pieces.

okay.This happened in last Tues.
Jen called me and asked for a free Maths tuition.
I was rejected at first but after a long begging session I changed my mind and YES !
eventually allowed her to do so.
and I started to clean up my house....after i finished. My phone rang and it's JEN==
she said," ohh~ I think i won't come la, cos you want to study ur law and i want to study maths.and obviously, it's two totally diff. subject.so...."
then I felt abit upset, and replied,"then okay lol,bye"
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.
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after few minutes
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.
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I called Jen and said," arr...erm....can you please come to my house???"
Jen rejected at first and after a long begging session and she said YES!

O-M-G!!! isn't it sounds funny?
haha. I keep recalling all the things when I look through the photo that we took tat day.^^

only we know what had happened.haha.
anyhow, it comes with naturally.

Big Dream

2009-11-05T23:48:00.005+08:00

Hello guys, I am here again!
<3

First of all, I want to pat my own back here b'cos I did very well in my law quiz today! Maybe it's not ''very well'' for others but at least for me. =) Anyways, it's still far away from my big dream. I hope it will not longer be my dream.

Aza!

I am after you <3

2009-11-01T16:28:00.001+08:00

A-LOL-HA!!!!!!!!

2009-10-31T23:21:00.015+08:00

hello guys!!! I know I have been neglected this blog for a couple of months!!!!

미안합니다 ♥

And I don't even know where should i start now. Anyways, maybe i should start with a reason why I will neglected my blog for a donkey years. As you guys can see from my previous article, there is something happened in my life and was totally screwed me up, perhaps it is the main reason for that moment. Till today, I have change my perspective which is to RE-OPEN ♥ after a long deposing period.

Well, there is tons of things happened around me these days. And it is impossible to share in a limited capacity here. Okay, let's start all with today!

It's an interesting day for me!
At least I managed to do something that I was reluctant to do in the past.
I thought I won't open this blog again due to... ... psycho problems???
But...ta-daa!!! I'm here!
*incoherent*
*back to the main point*

I SAW HER!

It's unexpected! To saw her in my housing area!!! Seriously, I still haven't set down my mind!
Anyways, it's not as bad as I thought before. I thought I will ~~slap/kick/judo/spit/throw smtg/or maybe make an offence occur.~~*No worries*. I didn't do anything to her whereas I was passing by her without any purpose and do whatever I want.=) No doubt, we are way too 缘分lol. or maybe everything is predestined. God makes this opportunity to me.He wants me to face the life. That's why I can be here again and share my own stories.

Well, I think I have to stop here. Nighters.

~~we were so good~~

最熟悉的陌生人

2009-07-29T04:54:00.000+08:00

今天，是我最低潮的一天，也是我该醒的一天。。。因为我又被背叛了。。。
被人背叛也许是你太相信他了，但，当背叛你的人都是同一人时，这就不再是‘相信’那么简单了。。。

有时候，我真的猜不透我朋友到底在想什么？？小时候，曾听过长辈告诉我一句话：要别人对你好，就应先对他人好。说实在的，在今天之前我真的以为我领悟到当中的“真正”含义，但，事实永远都不如我们所愿的。

我常在想做我朋友的人一定人幸福的，因为我是一个很讲义气的朋友，常常都会为了替朋友出而闹出很多不必要的事。也许，这就是所谓的多管闲事吧！也就是大家俗称的“鸡婆”。

xxx，
我们认识应该有好几年了，但，真正熟悉是在高一那年。。。
老实说，我真的对你很好很好，好到我自己也无法估计我对你的爱有多深。。。
你做的每一件东西我都很支持。。。
给与你最大的鼓励。。。
你伤心难过时我就陪在你身边。。。
你开心愉快时我就陪你一起笑。。。
我常常都很缅怀我们一起笑一起闹一起哭的日子。。。
因为我知道这些都是得来不易的。。。
我特别的珍惜与你在一起的每分钟。。。
就算现在我们就读不一样的学校，但，我还会常常打电话给你，慰问你的近况。。。
为的只是不希望我们会因为不同学校而拉远了彼此间的友情。。。
但是，我发现你开始避开我了。。。
我们不再像以前那样的好了。。。
我发觉你变了。。。变了一个我不认识的x。。。
我常常会因为你的事情和你闹得不愉快。。。
因为我太过紧张你了。。。真的。。。
我开始觉得累了。。。
一段真挚的友情是要两个人一起维持的而不是我单方面的付出，你又单方面的接受。。。
这是不够的。。。
我真的觉得很累很累了。。。
我决定放弃了。。。
以前，每当你背叛我时我都会选择告诉人，因为我希望通过他们的嘴巴告诉你我的感受。。。
或者，我会写上部落格好让你能看见。。。
因为我希望听见你的‘解释’
我知道无论你说什么我都会听，因为我还爱你这朋友。。。
我只是想让你有机会告诉我你的‘谎言’
我真的很傻，明明知道是谎言我还选择去听。。。
但是今非昔比。。。
我已听不进去了。。。

也许，我累了。。。

也许，我听腻了。。。

也许，我的耳朵已经装满了你的谎言。。。

也许，我变自私了。。。

也许，我醒了。。。

也许，我开始不想再去伤害我自己了。。。

也许，我们是时候结束了。。。

现在我把部落格关上了，因为我再也没有勇气去聆听会伤害我心灵的话了。。。

我也知道这一切都不再是‘相信’那么简单了。。。他是种腻爱。
我诚心的祝福你幸福。

finally got my license!!hoo=ray

2009-07-26T23:45:00.001+08:00

JPJ falls on TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-19T22:51:00.001+08:00

tear 99

2009-07-12T01:16:00.004+08:00

... ....

2009-07-11T17:04:00.001+08:00

does anyone spot something on the signboard??
taken while i was stuck in a heavy jam to pavilion with my dearly sister
erm.nothing to blog.just feel kinda boring right now.chill

fuck you very very much!!!

2009-07-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

Obsession Du Jour....STREETWEAR

2009-07-10T12:55:00.001+08:00

Frankly, I’m much more loungewear than streetwear, but having grown up in a pretty urban area there is still a bit of street in me. Which could explain my recent interest in female streetwear labels. Heavy on tee-shirts with artistic and urban slant, sneakers, bright colors and pattens and tough girl yet chic, the best part about these lines is that they are designed for women by women with spunk and attitude . **it's just what i want to be** and i am not going spent my money in this very moment whereas i'll save it for the streetwear clothes.*evil smile*

HellzBellz

Married to the MOB

Dimepiece

I’m loving the badass styling and slogans on the tees. Are you loving these fierce female-run streetwear labels?

=THE ABOVE STATEMENT IS INSPIRED BY FASHION THOUGHT =

KOREAN FEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-10T12:35:00.000+08:00

obsessing till the end of my day

2009-07-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

CURRENT MOOD : sad like this

=its my statement of today = you guys can don't read my craps if it bothers you.. LMAO

okay.
as i had told you guys in my previous post that im going to 1u today
so...ta-da...I DID!!!!
and you know what???
i had bought everything everything everything
that i wanted for so long!!!!
seriously!!it's ALL!!!
sound so chipper right??
and i did spent ALL my salary too in these 2 days which i earn in couple of months!!!
can you imagine how ghastfulness??
and now im feeling sad....
just because i failed in financing and turned to be a BIG spender!!!
what the hell~ANTINOMY=="
apparently,i still know that i am a big spenderXD
honestly i did tried my best to save money and read those type of financing ass book

what for future use??for my own good?emergency use???bla bla bla bla
all unacceptable philosophy

sometimes, i'll think that im born to boost up the fashion kingdom
or maybe the economy of m'sia.
haha.dumb#.#
or i will self-persuading that 'spent money' is kind of involuntary action*just for me*
due to reduce my guiltiness, fool right??

anyhow,i am still in a bang-up mood. smile babe=)

it's killing time!!!!

2009-07-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

okay!!! apparently,i had bought alot of thingsss.
though it's just the beginning of MEGA SALES
but no doubt,the things is just so attractive with a fabulous prices.
so, i SHOULD grab all of them home!!!
if not i'll feel guilty for not buying them.LMAO
erm.there's still tons of things haven't reach my house yet~
keep thinking them....

FINALLY i bought the dress!!!with 30% discount
i'm feeling satisfication 99
thx god....
i know you love me^^
and i hope i'll get the bag tooT.T
thx aminur to help me save the of money for the next best itemsss
honestly,i feel regretful from the bottom of my heart cos i didn't buy it at first
and now keep regreting for my "mistake"
damn pathetic man!!!!
anyway.GOD BLESS ME

**thinking to go 1U tml**

good night ♥ ♥

2009-07-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

NG SHIR LEY ♥ GOO JUN PYO

2009-06-30T16:52:00.000+08:00

♥

thumb up

2009-06-28T01:42:00.001+08:00

incomparable friends in my life!!!

2009-06-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

i looks odd in thz picture.anyhow,i still love it^^♥

the MOF ^^ had lots fun there~ since we meet the inspired shan's bf.haha
and she did a wrong order for pity mandy.

as usual,we laugh out loud!!!!
till the ppl around us thought we are crazy! so?who care! we just enjoy that moment.

i became so delicious when being with u ~♥

the so called "NICE"

my crazy friends~
i bet they're the only crazy friends that i could find in my entire life!appreciate much+++
no one can bear comparison with them!!!

♥♥♥

LOL!!!

2009-06-20T22:20:00.001+08:00

My Love

2009-06-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

就是那么可爱!!!

他妈的!!!还穿我最爱的adidas original!!!!想我晕死啊？？

***七孔喷血***

Does anyone of you recognize him?

累 1

2009-06-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

（00.30）

JUDO IS ME * I AM JUDO

2009-06-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

who the hell is going to take part EAGLE CUP CHAMPIONSHIP 2009
this might be useful to you all^^

Judo V
*CLICK IT*

though,i had stopped my lesson but i convinced that my heart is still towards JUDO
as what we always say

JUDO IS ME and I AM JUDO

random examination

2009-06-14T18:03:00.000+08:00

65%

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HOW EVIL I AM??

LOVEEEEE

2009-06-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

inlove with a new song man!!!!
haha
so cute
influenced by a stupid guy

GEE - fr SNSD

piss me off!!!!!

2009-06-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

arr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*scream out loud*
it's fucking annoying man!!!supposed to sleep 12hrs in a day.BUT my dad had woke me up when the clock tick into 9am.*just bcos of xiuo ba and soya milk*
omfg!!!it's just so pathetic!!!!! how can an owl survive?!
okay fine.since he is my dad and i should pay a respect.so,what to do???
just obeyed the command
T.T

after the breakfast.=="
apparently, i didn't eat cos i used to eat my so called BREAKFAST at 1/2/3 PM
then got back home.and you know what?
i ran into my bedroom switched the air-con ON and straight forward jumped into my lovely bed^^
BUT
i can't sleep eventually!!!! just because a stupid idiot fucking annoying NIGHTMARE!!!
oops!should be DAYMARE!!!

arr!!!!!
such an importunate nightmare!!!!
helpless***

same nightmare same people same thing different night

GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Hundredth Article

2009-06-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

okays.haha
i wondering my blog is getting pity sad
so i decided to post something to cheer the author and the blog up
it's all about my precious friend
7 FLOWERS
anyway,it's such a wonderful thing in my life to know all of you
though i don't believe in forever friend
but i really trying my best to maintain it
and i know we are doing the same thing
just to achieve the wonder-working
so,lets flash back the old memories and make it become a forever

the lately photo with my lui~to be frank,i love her smile. her innocent .her attitude. and love the way she are and we're getting closer after graduated.haha.why-less** see you this Sunday lol.

we used to be hang out together ~

the long distance love

we're just so adorable when being together.

thin ling~ i classified her as my external love.as it's too obvious=="To be frank,i don't really know her well.cos she is such a mysterious girl.she love to secluded every single thing cos she don't wanna hurt her beloved.and she don't like to show the flabbiness side to everyone.and i know she is just a ordinary girl who need the love that she should deserved also.anyway,we have our own story.just be tough and i will stand by you now and forever.LOVES

remember the day we changed our TARGET from pauline to joo

this is what we called love.

who is that???

showing the lovesss....

our bao bei always~

yi ying.a girl that i love the most.and i classified her as my internal love.cos our love is in the deepest of our heart.our love is without any decoration.without any speech.without any sweet talk.but it's full of quarrel.full of dissension.full of tear.full of fight.and the love is built up in this kind of circumstances stealthily.and it make me to appreciate much.i knew her since junior 2 a.k.a the sadness time in kc.full of rumor and she was suffering too just because of me.i feel owning until now.i don't know what to say to her beside THANK YOU.sincerely.maybe this is what she said 患难见真情。yiying. thx.it's pleased to meet you in my life.to be frank,we don't have a lot sweet memories instead we have tons of sad memories.but i know that's why we can be so machi just because of the sad ''memories'' .NOPE.it should be a good experiences for us to growth in the path of friendship.and i convinced that our friendship won't aloof just because of the my graduated instead it'll be a rock-firm.never down.hereby,send the greatest love to my best ever friend yy.hope everything go well on you.smile=) BABE,DON'T CRY

the time to eat instant me

the time we crazy with our captain shan=)a good memory

the time to stay over in my house

the time to shop

the blurr pic yet the solidity frienship

last but not least,our memories is precious.our frienship is precious.all the things became precious and meaningful just because of you all.thanks for giving me a good time in my secondary school.it's one of the regretless thing in my entire time.love you all deep deep.

THE CRAZY LITTLE THINGS CALLED LOVESSSSSSS

憂人自擾！第3节（鞭羁法）

2009-06-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

这是最终的结局吗？

如果有的选择我希望你一无所有~

没有熊熊的斗志

没有凶悍的野心

没有势利眼

没有争锋多利的念头

那，想必也不会沦落到今天的下场

有时候，很想问你：“你开心吗？”

：“如果你也有的选择你会做回同样的决定吗？？”

我想你应该会很大声的说：“会！我决不后悔！”

但，其实我知道你的心是慌的

因为你重来都不顾后果的去做你要你想做的东西

就算伤透了你爱的人的心你还是会义无反顾的做

因为你太自私了！

无可否认的你那大剌剌的性格是无人能及的

大家都觉得你的勇气，野心是远远超乎常人的

但，最后你得到的都是你要的吗？

你是真的快乐吗？

为什么我从你脸上都找不到以往的笑颜？

一切变得好虚假。。。

亲情真的是那么脆弱吗？？

你真的觉得名利更重要？

现在的你满口谎言

真的不知道是否应该相信你

顺手牵羊已成为你的习惯了。。。

你真的有爱过我吗？？

为什么我总觉得你以前对我的爱都是为了要从我身上得到些什么？？

可以请你告诉我不是吗？？？？

这只能说你太像她了。。。。。。

憂人自擾！第2节

2009-06-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

老实说，最近真的忙得我透不过气！

刚刚才被我的考试忙得团团转！

好不容易的挨到最后一张考卷，

原本还以为可以大玩一番，

没想到我的学生竟然要考试了，

这叫我怎能松懈呢？？？

于是，又开始了一连串的课程给他们。。。

这只能说 life's struggle~

坦白说我还蛮喜欢教他们的

我们的关系就好像朋友那样

因为我深信爱的教育是行得通的

老师对他们束手无策是因为‘‘了解’’的问题

只要我花多些耐心与用心他们一定会被我感动到

但，近这几个月我对他们真的越来越失望了

我发现，

我不再用心了。。。

我还常常有推掉他们课的念头。。。

原本的耐心与用心已经没了。。。

剩下的就只有担心与深深的焦虑

担心他们是否能够面对即将来临的大考

焦虑他们是否准备好去应战

原来我都错了！

这一切一切都不是了解的问题那么简单

我太高估了我自己了

这都因为‘‘态度’’的问题！！！

俗语说得好：‘‘江山易改，本性难移也！’’

所以我们的补习班也会在这星期内正式结束

我并没有放弃过你们

只是你们选择放弃了知识

在此我希望你们能在未来的考试考的标菁的成绩！

并想向你们道歉，道歉我的懦弱

无法和你们完成最初的梦

要铭记 Knowledge never let you down

憂人自擾！

2009-06-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

最近心情很怪！

希望中帶有絕望，絕望中看到希望。

快樂時想著悲痛，悲痛時想著快樂。

沒錢時超會花錢，有錢時沒時間花。

有空出去沒人找，沒空出去個個找。

想被注意空無人，想要自由被圍繞。

想去跑步卻睡著，應該睡覺卻跑步。

應該哭泣欲無淚，皮毛小事且傷悲。

明明減肥還狂吃，姑且能吃沒胃口。

想要拉屎拉不出，踏入考场想拉屎。

喜歡的人不出現，出現的人不喜歡。

有時間就拼命拖，沒時間就拼命赶。

random

2009-06-06T22:51:00.001+08:00

*click to enlarge*

LEARN something that you wont study from your bookss^^

disengagement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

2009-06-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello\*.*/
**sound so happy right??**

cos i had finished my EXAM !!!!!!woohoo~
damn free right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's nothing can express my current feeling.
the happiness is exceed than the prisoner released from jail
=.="*exaggerating*

okay.that's one thing that i want to defecate is I'm NOT happy because of i did well in the exam!so plz don't put your hope on me!don't count on me!don't expect too much on me!
cos,you're definitely WRONG!!!!
and it'll make me feel so uncomfortable^^

erm.the exam had ended on 7.31pm due to the one min delayed=.="
haha.honestly,i was damn nervous when i arrived the examination hall.
nearly lose control. and i can feel that my exam sick is getting worsen.i can't imagine how worst it will be once i sit for The Bar examination.OMG.faint/stroke/deliration/neuropathy/dead
HAHA

okay.since i got a lovely dearly punctual father who love care and miss me from hell to the heaven.==so,when the clock fallen into 7.30pm,i got his call whilst he had arrived.and get prepared to serve me an abundant dinner!!!

江南虾

**my love**

and i was undeniable hearty appetite since im in a pretty good mood~
yummy yummy in my tummy tummy@.@

that's all for today.bye.LOVESS

the owl need rest!

2009-06-02T17:32:00.000+08:00

**rather pale!**

an owl's place

2009-06-01T18:38:00.000+08:00

i can't survive in my room cos that's not what an owl's deserved!!!
.
.
.
.
erm.just back from my college for an econ's tuition class.haha
gained alot~
wish i can get a pretty good result!!!!

growing up...

2009-05-31T03:42:00.000+08:00

okay.since i am having a cold war with my arbitrary sis right now.
so,for sure i became so quite like a dummy =="
plus.my exam is around the corner.so, i have no mood to play.

revision and extra exercise for everyday.
frankly, i am almost exhausted.
and i am getting sick at this very moment.
i wonder why i looks so pale.T.T
it might be exam-sick
ya!i got it since last year SPM

the symptoms for it is:

stomachache
keep sweating
fever
lose appetite
insomnia

and there is no remedy for the pertaining symptoms.means why-less.
and it'll only recover once i finished my exam.it's just so fuck!

**stomachache-ing**

*ahem*can't wait for the exam finished .
cos there is tons of plans are waiting for me.aha aha aha.
and now is the time 4.03AM
and i just finished my C1 past year question.

*applause*

WHAT A GOOD GIRL!!!

so.good night and sweet dream.

p/s ya.the above photo was my mischievous brother posing with a pity fish and purposely to frighten his cute little sister.haha.narcissi-ing.LOVES

i don't really like to blog

2009-05-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

due to my laziness
and was busy for the funeral things
and recovery period
i think i had never update my blog for a century
nvm unless i know i am not the worst
nothing special for the current shirley
start her savings plan
didn't go shopping for an aged
i swear!!!!!!!
cos money not enough.
Human wants are always over what can actually be produced.
finally awake==''

erm.had argued with my arbitrary sister last few days
just because some micro thing==''
having cold war right now
it happened on 26/5/09
quite upset though
anyway,it's a fact.

thx ''BRYAN'' who always appear+delighting me when im facing obstacle.
i wonder why so coincident?
maybe is heart to heart.haha
we-are-just-so-machi
thx for the NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2
it's fun overall

ohya.i am still in my holiday.rotting rotting.
will become a fossil soon*stay tuned*
other than that i will be a part timer
wisdom++
MASA ITU EMAS

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick and tock
time is precious
it's time to go bed.bye.LOVES

永别了，我敬爱的你...

2009-05-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

15/5/2009 11.40am

你离开了我们...
放弃了与病魔对抗的决心...
到了极乐世界去寻找快乐...
我们并没有责怪你...
...因为我们没有权力.

这两年来,
你所承受的痛苦远比我们来得多,
我们能做的就只有给予劝勉与鼓励的话~

一切又一切的痛苦都隐藏在你那响亮的笑声...
我们永远都不会忘记你所带给我们的欢乐...
一直到永远永远

如今你走了...
一声不响的... 离开了我们的大家庭...
但请你不要恐慌,因为我相信外婆会在前方等着你...

♥祝福你,我们永远都爱着你♥

beloved inspirator

2009-05-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

well.i got my new life inspirators.
that's work hard for...
MiuMiu
Mulberry
Burberry
Hermes
MaxMara
Gucci
LouisVuition
Chanel
Jimmy
MBMJ
and bla bla bla**

ya, i know it's too materialistic yet i like it though.

sport day ' 09

2009-05-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

KUEN CHENG's SPORT DAY

joo shan me

joo and shan

shanFlower and me

pauline and me

joo and me

finally we took picha that day.since we are ex-roommate,yet we don't take picture before.haha.ashamed**

i am so in love with this dress

2009-05-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

as today is a public holiday.so we SHOULD spend our time to shopping
went to one utama=.=
haha.quite bored overall yet fun.
cos i had met with lotsa kuen cheng's friend.
shook chin!!!
cindy!!!!
wei shin!!!!
.
.
and my teacher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i shocked them as usual~
erm.
it was very crowded there.like satin fish.
queued up here and there
spoiled our mood throughly
anyway, it's still fun!!!

okay!!
i'm just so satisficed of today's outfit!!!!
this is the best purchase for recently!!!!!!!!!!
till a foreigner came to request number from me~HIGH++
for sure i did refused.
regrettable.T.T
since i wish to get marry with a foreigner.just-so-haiz.

and i'm so so so so so sorry to my 7flowers~
because i had break yours promise
frankly,i do really wanna join you all.
since we had quite a long time didn't meet up
but.
i had promised my sister earlier.and i had forgot when yy called me.
apologize ++
you know i love you all right???
*wink*

p/s 7=7flowers

i am pleasure to be the victim

2009-04-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
met with mandy today.cos she wanna do pedicure in PEGGY'S NAILS~
no choice as she is MINE friend.haha
we ended up around 2.30pm
then headed to one utama as we had quite a long time didn't shopping together
and somemore we were FORCED to do that.haha
thx god~
thx for the UNWANTED THING^^
actually.the mandy was force to accompany me to buy a new flats
but...
due to the UNWANTED THING
we did some UNWILLING shopping.haha

and you know what?
we had found a lot and a lot of nice stuff...
that will definately lead you you and you to the way of bankruptcy
and we are the VICTIM~
*
*
*
*
applause
*
*
*
haha
sound like a gelaran...haha...
anyway

i ♥ to be the victim
don't you?????

a funny movie

2009-04-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

okay.
skip the maths class today.
and headed to mid vally for this movie.
it was like wtf==
i thought it will be scary.
haiz.get cheated yet it'll be worthy for jen.haha

to my lovess.

2009-04-15T17:37:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
purposely write this post for my beloved
JING MUN
YUE YIN
actually they're my ex-roommate
and also my JUDO club's members

i just knew that they're so care about me
feel so touch and warm
i almost wanna cry when reading their blog exp yue yin's blog
she had always mentioned about me in her blog
till dreamt about me
so cute right~

actually i supposed to put their photo on the top
but i don have=.=
so sad
i think i should take picha with them whenever we meet each
love you guys!!!

erm.and then
they wrote that they are feeling boredom in JUDO

really feel so hurt right now~
anyway.i will back school whenever i free~

you said i caprice.am i?

2009-04-12T17:47:00.000+08:00

today,went to sister's shop apparently. and had a talk with carol,feel much better after this. Frankly,we do really want to help you but you refused... anyway,i know you love me. kays,i'm totally a sensibility girl. cry easily,couldn't keep my feeling.sorry. btw,i hope you will be awake soon
but it may be once in a blue moon.haha.Nvm, i 'll patiently wait for it.
because you know we love you right??

random

2009-04-11T23:29:00.001+08:00

hello peeps
so sorry to my neglected blog ><
erm.finally i went 太平村yesterday.
the fish are damn delicous.
feel like wanna go everyday.

and then.went one utama today.
with the lovess♥
michelle
rachel
jen liz
purposely went there for someone's boyfriend
haha.so cute
but nvm la.as long as you think that is worth.
we'll support u.

after that.when to LA CASA
has to take a break from all the mamak stall
this time is drink WINE session.
damn rich man.
thanks.apreciate++

ROT ROT ROT

2009-04-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

time pass so slow...now only 3.09p.m
waiting the next 51minutes...
to go one utama as usual=.=
movie as usual=.=
what's else?
felling annoying now...
hope i will get well soon...
plz...

i wish...

2009-04-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

currently, felt so meaningless.everything seem like so lame.everyday doing the same things.study.movie.eat.sleep.yes!i had definitely lost! waiting for a good remedy...S.O.S

okay.just dreamt about my mother.'mother' a word that i seldom say! it's sound so odd.nvm.don't really like to discuss about this topic.btw,i just dreamt something that will not happen in the real.it's just a mirage.

sometimes,
i wish to have an ordinary mother.who're willing to sacrifice for their love child.

shopping spree

2009-03-28T02:10:00.000+08:00

i am having a GREAT FRIDAY!!!

i'm getting lovesss my friday.cos i have one class only!!!
appreciate much.
god treat me good always.
so,due to prove that i'm appreciate what the god offers to me
i'll always occupied my FRIDAY to SHOPPING *lame excuse??*

okay.today i went shopping with the loves.Rachel and Janice.
as i had mentioned above,i got one class for today.so the class ended on 10a.m. damn early right?! i bet you guys still enjoying the land of nod right?haha.forgiveable.

erm.then we start our shopping spree.
10a.m to 8p.m.
crazy?!
shop from bangsar to one utama!!!!!!!haha
but i'm satisfied for the result.tired yet worth.

lovessss.

#1

#2

B.Y.E

sort-of-addicted

2009-03-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

I am in love with this bag!!!!

♥

RAINNING NO RUNNING

2009-03-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

hello.im back.nothing to blog.
boredom.life is freaking boring
today was having a strong running mood then called sam to join.
but failed
cos of ranning.
haiz.nvm.nap.

good night.loves.

PEGGY Nail

2009-03-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

hello hello~went my sister's shop today.since yesterday didn't go there due to laziness=.=
why i supposed to go there yesterday neh??cos yesterday is the first day opening mar.
so-sorry.^^purposely went there to do my medicure and pedicure.since i had been an aged didn't do this stuff.quite fun.some more it's F.O.C.**this is a MUST.cos i'm ng shirley.=.=
okay,actually the prupose of today is to promote my sister's nail shop.now we are having lots of promotion.so you guys must-not miss it!okay?

PEGGY NAIL BEAUTY CENTER

location: KEPONG

*so,if anyone interested can request no. from me.because YOU should book appointment first.
hope to hear you guys soon. Aligato~

p/s Shirley's friend can get 10% discount!!!!!
p/s bring along your sister,mother,kakak,abang,adik,bapa...exp.....GIRLFRIEND

to my DEAREST friend

2009-03-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY
went
KLCC

**can u see that??!!!my DEAREST friend?!
the gray-shirt-fucking-leng-lui???huh?!

10-years-friend still cant recognize?!
OMFG

boring is killing me!!!!

2009-03-14T16:26:00.000+08:00

i admit i'm not a good girl!!!
i failed to be a home girl in my entire life!!!
even one day only!!!!

闷到爆

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM cheh

2009-03-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

hello hello~
i got my result loo...not really satisfied~
one word---UNEXPECTED
for those i taught will be bad became EXCELLENT
for those i taught will be A it turned to B
hello~boleh kerjasama sikit tak?!
maafkan saya,cikgu~

really felt moody at first....but no point LIFE STILL GOING ON
so we shifted to THE GARDEN
to eat my taufu ^^
it's so tasty

here's come with my flowers~

joo a.k.a my sis

paul a.k.a my baobei

shan a.k.a my lui

once again....i ♥ this pic like hell~
cos i looks so ARROGANT in this pic=.=
like a STAR was forcing to take picture by two fans ~
especially the right hand side "Fans",smile till so happy
STAR's DREAM**

^^FUN OF THE DAY^^

we took cab to THE GARDENS
and then the driver keep bullshit-ing an impatient aunt
damn scare lol....means 4 of us
and i keep pinch-ing cacing's leg....scare++

and then
the ham sap driver keep staring/looking us via the mirror
and he said:"how comes so pretty arh??"
"everyone also pretty....why?"
"kuen cheng so many pretty girl."
"sibling?"
"you and you are sibling?"

**with a disgusting voice and plz it's too exaggerate!

anyway quite fun and excited~
and thx for your praise.we appreciate it much.

"No excuses for yourself"

2009-03-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

Jason Kidd : "When I was young, my father often bring me along for bowling. As I wasn't good at it, I always find all sort of excuses, but not solution for my lousy skills". My dad told me: "Stop making excuse, all excuses are the same, you are lousy at it because you don't practice". He's right! I discovered my weakness, work hard to change it, never look for excuses anymore.
**simply read this from an star's article,it motivated me absolutely.

In our life, we often run into similar situation. When we ponder into things that we don't want to do, we often tell ourselves "No time". When we saw and heard about other people successful stories, relate back about our lack of achievement, we will always find reasons to console ourselves that " they are just lucky, but I am not". If we want to do something bad enough, we will do it, and do it very well too. You can either control you mind or let your mind control you. Things that you love, you always have the time for it. Every successful person knows exactly what he desired, they know where to search for it, find no excuses, wholeheartedly focus on pursuing it "No excuses for yourself" , for they know whatever they focus is where they go.

A simple sentence, yet is the key to the path for success.So, do remember this in your entire life. Glad to share this here. Once again, "No excuses for yourself"!!! Bye.Loves.

menopause

2009-03-10T17:15:00.002+08:00

i can slightly feel that I'm getting MENOPAUSE!!!
definitely!!!!
i seem like getting bad temper+hypertension
maybe is because of my AUNT is paying a visit....*dalih*

or maybe is because the S-P-M
everyone should know right?the result will come out on this Thursday!!! *duh*
nervous+++++++++++++++++++

no one will know my feeling now....unless u're the 08'candidate
haiz....
but fact is fact....
after those nervous+hyperetension or even menopause...bla bla
it's still remain the same.called FACT

FACT is CRUELTY.
god bless me.

pissing -off!!!

2009-03-10T16:16:00.000+08:00

can someone tell me what's wrong with the BLOGGER?!wtfh!

it's fucking pathetic!!!!!!!!!

WOW

2009-03-09T22:50:00.001+08:00

05032009

out with shanflower....purposely for a make-up workshop...
haha...quite fun...fool around there...we are the youngest....
but who cares?since it's F.O.C

The new s/s collection 2009

we are the first customer to launch
*proud*we are so pretty**

nice**

WOW!

this is our REAL look!38!

see!

the daughter and the father

LAST!!!!

shanny shanny shanny!!!flower flower flower!!!!
shout out loud**
love you lotsa lotsa....u are eww-so-cute
really happy to hang out with you ler....u're so innocent!!!
feel so comfortable to share my suara hati with you....cos u're innocent!!!haha
u'll give the only response for me:
hahahahahahahahahah
u're failed to consult a sad ppl la....
ppl let u consulted=suicide themself

anyway,i love ur response la.....
hope to out with you soon

06032009

BENJAMIN BUTTON

OMFG!
BRAD PITT is-fucking-handsome!!!!

07032009

moon's 21th birthday~
went her house to celebrate it
TERRANCE fetch me there about 5smtg...
they just told me that will go POPPY
damn it!!!didn tell me earlier...
but no used...i should go...cos he came~was lied
met lotsa new friend there...haha
a muscular man...called zhi cheng...
wow!!!so-wow!!!!
then met ah wo,jia zhe,ham sap wen....and a old friend...xin yi with her tiny bf
quite fun la....love that night...
but the big storm had successfully spoiled our mood!

**lotsa picssy.will upload soon.waiting for Terrence.

08032009

my friend was pulling my leg...
then shift~
went Guan's house again...
cos ytd left alot of chickens...
so MOM asked us to finish it....
damn-it!!!haha
almost everyone should eat 10++chicken wings lol!!!
cos THE MOM bought 140 chicken wings lol!!!
haha
had a 全鸡宴！！！！
then we drink wine....
seriously that was my first time to drink alcohol...
include calsberg...bla bla
cos i dislike those taste...
plus i don't want to have a big tummy
super fun la....we shared our things...
chit-chat chit chat until 3a.m
sleep there~
still said wanna go clubbing again!
haha***
the shy man talked with me finally...
but too bad the muscular man didn jointed ....haiz
NO FATE

09032009

woke up on 2 smtg...
sue come my house....
play around...

tat's all for my hectic holiday~

You're not sorry

2009-03-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

"You're Not Sorry"

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

thx my bestie~

2009-03-07T00:52:00.000+08:00

xxx@hotmail.com says:
hey

xxx@hotmail.com says:
hey...im oso need to say thx n sorry to u..when u r saying mayb me or u r changing..i feel little sad n sour..mayb this means our frenzship not like dulu baik sangat..anywaz i dun hope like dat...n i need to tell u..im alwaz ur bestie lar..wutever u r in the bad mood or in the good mood...n hope u will b happi soon...im really dunoe wut happens r happen in urs...but

xxx@hotmail.com says:
jx try to smile alwaz coz i like u when u r happ crazy n smiling..so problem is not a problem n all the problem can solve it...hope u can c this msg to u

i am really happy to hear that from you...
thx my bestie~

should i accept this fact?

2009-03-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

honestly,i couldn't accept this fact!
i admitted...i failed....
that is worst then i thought...
our friendship is so fragile...
....brittle like a rust iron
i tried hard to accept this...
but i couldn't...
you told me that everything will go fine...
but actually everything go worst...
we're craven...

went out with you again...
i waited it for a long time...
the first time you called me out...
...meant in my memory
you delighted me...you did!
but you grief me through...badly
we're craven...

i did all the things for you...
just because
...i love you our friendship

maybe,
myLOVE is too much for you and me...
i couldn't stand for it...
i became more impenetrable...
i gone bad
i changed
...to a stranger

maybe,
things are like getting upside down

i heard your from others...
it's so hurt...
like putting a knife into my heart and cut it
i knew it earlier...
but i didn't ask from you...
cos i am waiting for you...
i hope can hear from you...
from your own word...
from a willing heart...
self-deceiving to myself...

i thought maybe this is the right time ...
but we ended up wit nothing...
i am bleeding...
self-deceiving is useless for me...
i'm just-so-nothing...
i looked down myself...

i tried to imply you...
but you were pretending...

i tried hard to keep it...
but...you didn't
i'm so weary...

let's end up with a bye...
cos i should.

Loves,now and always.

a special day for flowers

2009-03-03T23:19:00.003+08:00

halo.
update lu.
last sat went out wif my flowers.
lovess.
28/2
happy.
enjoyable the moment.

now and forever.

update soon*

one-u FEVER!!!!

2009-02-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

you know what?i had been went to ONE UTAMA from last SAT!!!and today is THURS!!!!
omfg!!!!can u imagine how much i had spent there???!!!!
ta-ta-da-da
N.O.T
shock right?!
that's not because of NO nice stuff...and that's because of
R.E.C.E.S.S.I.O.N
since my friend had always remind me that must save money la...shirley
recession...okay?haha FUNNY isn't it?

**nonsense**

how come a shopaholic didn't buy anything during shopping time?!
actually N.O.T not means i didn't buy anything...
it means i bought a little things only....hehe
trust me ..k?little^^

ohya! i think my ONE-U FEVER will stop on thz SUNDAY gua~
erm...tml wanna go for scrub onot?*thinking*

♥ inspiration

2009-02-18T23:22:00.001+08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN
the topic of today is L O V E
♥
and now i would like to show you guys MY LOVE

ta-ta-da-da

eww~so c-u-t-e

光阴+时间+用心=我的律师梦

2009-02-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

她学了好久噢=.=

哈哈~不知怎的今天突然很想写华语。。。
今天，我一如往常的去上课，在这途中，我告诉爸爸说我觉得现在的上课时间很自由不像以前那么辛苦，而且我觉得我越来越怠慢了。爸就说那你比较喜欢哪一个生活？我答说中学的生活。。。
这换来了爸的笑声。。。

爸就开始说他的“哲学”。。。
他说当律师是你从小到大的志愿，现在可以读你就要用心去读不要浪费时间+金钱+他的用心。。。
他说只要有恒心什么事情都难不倒我们。。。

老实说，我真的很希望当一名律师。。。我希望我能成为我爸的骄傲，此外，我想为黄家效一点力。。。（好土的想法**）
但，现在开始读法律了。。。我才知道这科真的很难读。甚至有放弃的念头，想草草读完这课程就出来社会谋生，因为我深知我家现在的经济状况，读法律是一项很大的投资！万一我读不成就。。。大便咯！！！（什么烂华语）
但，一听到爸说“用心”这两个字，我又突然有了那股失散已久的冲劲！！！爽**
总而言之，我一定会好好的读完这课程，以后的事以后才打算~
further thinking is not good for me
and the rainbow will come out after a big storm~
berakit-rakit ke hulu,berenang-renang ke tepian

胃吧？胃吧？我就是那么胃！！！

we just friend...k?

2009-02-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing embarrassing

i love my friend

2009-02-11T16:56:00.004+08:00

a weird face=.=

erm....she is AMINUR a.k.a my wife
we're so good as well...
im so glad to know her in my college life....
if not my college life will not be so-great like now^^
thx~love you

shirley dot dot dot...

2009-02-05T22:15:00.001+08:00

I know I'm a little late, but what the heck. For the sake of leaving a little ink on my neglected blog...

**Happy CNY**

The starters of today is MY COLLEGE LIFE (what more can i say...)
I think it should be MY TOUGH COLLEGE LIFE.It's not that easy to study A-LEVELS as i thought before, you are not allow to study like you used to be in your secondary school.
so instead of hardworking-ness as well.DAMN IT! this is called life.okay.

The relationship in college are also very complicated.They're not so friendly. They'll only called your name when they're in trouble and need or beg you.tat's all.This called FRIEND.

Assignments. College have no homeworks...Whoopee.BUT instead of assignments!!!! I'd rather do homeworkss than those shitty assignmentsssss which need lotsa RESEARCH.it's so PATHETIC.=]

okay,lets stop here.cos i need to do RESEARCH again~

...this called LIFE.

ya...im not going to RIHANNA's concert.cos it's no worth. i rather buy the concert dvd than go for the concert.so i'll shift to do some shopping.EXPECTANTLY.

anyone????

2009-02-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

i wanna go RIHANNA and JASON MARZ concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

... ...

2009-02-01T21:10:00.003+08:00

erm...just back from grandmother's house to have dinner...
my grandmother gave dad 4k...while we were eating...
but rejected at first...
i thought dad won't take it...finally he accepted...
although i don know why...?but i believe there have something problems happened...
i don know what i can do now....useless~

------------------------------------------------------
dad told me that he had lost 1k...this happened several times in my house...
i don know who stole it....
i hope tat's not what i guess now...heartbroken**

little farewell party=)

2009-01-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

the best pic of the day~
today i went mid to attend a little farewell for low zi shin~hehe
touch right?
erm,i finished school about 10something then just straight away to mid by cab~
it took me 10 bucks lol!!!!quite expansive~
after that...i did shopping around there for >2hrs~
then meet up wif chan thin ling...
we headed to pasta zanmai to take our breakfast~
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.
.
the farewell started at 3pm...
then chit-chatting till 6++ lol~

moody** stop here,bye~
i will upload some pic of that day asap^^

oooooooooo shit!!!!!!

2009-01-17T15:01:00.000+08:00

"shirley, we cant make it for you."
"why?"
"because lim pei pei is a science class student,and you is a art class student. So, we cant make it,sorry."

omg!!!!!i thought can same class with lim pei pei lol!!!
but now...i should study alone...i should be more brave...
haiz..actually im brave enough...if all the Chinese talk in chinese
haha~anw i will try my best!!!
i really scare i cant understand what the lecturer is talking about...
GOD BLESS ME**
so monday is my first day,
i have three classes that day...from 8am to 2pm(non-stop)
the first class is LAW
this make me feel more scare...
i hope i can really enjoy the class...

nervous**

im choosing HELP!!!!

2009-01-16T21:32:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahah!!!
the only word can describe my feeling now is HIGH
today i called my dad to bring me go HELP
for asking something about A-LEVELS
actually before this i don know what is A-LEVELS
i just know a lawyer should study this
fool right?haha
erm,actually i was scare when arrived there...
but luckily i met lotsa frens there...
super duper happy!!!
no more scare~yuhoo
met up a handsome guy there! KAH CHUN
my primary school classmate^^
and i met ZHING KAI oso!
another primary school classmate^^i just ignore him^^
and then and then i met LIM PEI PEI
haha~
she is not my primary schoolmate but she s my SECONDARY SCHOOLMATE
ciao**
and she is studying A-LEVELS too!!!!
omg!!!thx god^^
i had purposely to choose the same class with her^^
erm...tat's all...
bye

ohya!!! i will start my pre-u life from 19JAN2009!!!!!

sell n buy

2009-01-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

ehem!!!
hello it's time to say HI to everyone~
now is my resting time....
unfortunately, it not stay long~
start work 19th Jan to 24th Jan*one utama*Korean Food Fair

okok, damn shit la...de mr.kang back to Korea ard...but forgot to bank in our salary!!!
fuck-off!!!!
im dead broke now!!!
so,im selling some cosmetic here~

LANEIGN skin care
plus
~H20+ skin care

anyone interested can leave a comment in my BITTERSWEETALKS^^
i can give a reasonable+lovely price for all pretties~

(left to right) ~H2O+ 八杯水 rm130-sold out-//LANEIGE sun block rm80//LANEIGE strawberry yogurt peeling gel rm 70//LANEIGE fresh cleansing foam rm30-sold out-//LANEIGE toner rm70-sold out-

**bold means new one

~H2O+八杯水 RM130-sold out-

LANEIGE sun block RM80

LANEIGE toner RM70-sold out-

LANEIGE fresh cleansing foam RM30-sold out-

LANEIGE strawberry yogurt peeling gel RM70

so,
tell me what u want NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

moody~

2009-01-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

now is 1.22a.m...i suppose to sleep cos tml have work...but something different had happened...todae,when i finished my work i had received yiying sms...she called me to call her back...ok well,then she told me something that i wanna know for a looooong time...till then...i check her blog...very hurt really...i don noe why u will sooooo hate us...means 7 flowers...is that we annoying u all the time....no what~ we didn...haiz...anyways,i just wanna tell u all u hav ur own life and we have our life also...we didn want to ''ancam'' u or bla bla... and i hope u will not ''ancam'' us also...i don want and don hope u hurt my fren...plz...and i wanna to tell u im not want to fight with you or argue with you...i just want to tell my feeling out...so simple~ if this post will make u feel like vomiting... then i would like to say sorry here...erm..tat's all..okay...good night^^

make it work work !!!!

2009-01-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

hehe~tml start work lu....actually i really hope can work everyday cos it can help me to save my money^^i m a big spender!!!holly shit!!! haiz,todae went one utama again wif my dearest father. We went there for buying some new years clothes. erm...actually the purpose of todae is accompany my dad only since i had bought lotsa new years clothes last time. But window shopping is impossible to happen in my lifetime!!!!hehe. so, means that i had bought alot too~haiz~really feel so sad lol...cos i had spent around 500bucks!!! i knew it's not a big amount for me,but everything had changed since i start my work!!! i know it is how tough to earn money!!! and i had promised myself to be save. but today....anyway i will try my best to be a saver!!!

SPENDER --------->SAVER

a brand new year^^2009

2009-01-01T15:43:00.001+08:00

A BIG HAPPY NEW YEARS TO U GUYS^^
2008 had gone,we must learn from the past
learn from our mistakes...
cos all of that will make us STRONG
let's say good bye to 2008
and welcome 2009!!!!wink**

as usual, i spent my golden time wif my dearest fren~
miss MANDY
hehe~the only different is we had a new members~
tat's KEVIN~a new fren^^

the ma-lat-lou of the day~=)

den we headed to THE STEAMBOAT~
quite delicious...crowded too...we had waited abt one hrs ~
but too bad...cos stomach ache...holly shit!!!
den i bumped into toilet but it's 11.45p.m ard!!!
i really scared i cant watch de fireworks!!
scared i will hav a ''memorable memories''
countdown in dpc toilet!!!
but luckily god bless me la~hehe

erm...and meet lotsa fren there~=)
aik lin!!! cant imagine right??=D
but she was on duty that time...so cant take pic wif her lol~
T.T

PICSY PICSY~

took pic wif the clown~

camera shy~

wewewe~and i meet a handsome guy there...hehe~ ♥♥ him like hell^^

the deco of Christmas~

we curi curi take thz photo~

bye~

a not-so-enjoy 4a.m

2008-12-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

It's like some sort of habit to me already~
4a.m~a very early time....
since i have no work thz few days....
i almost back home on 4a.m~
everyday....hanging out wif my friends,cousins
like very enjoy or happy...
but i don think so...
i fell so ''empty''
i don know why i will feel dat??
can someone tell me why??
anyway,happy CNY^^

it's raining~
do you still rmb what u had told me...the philosophy of raining?

Ip man

2008-12-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

todae,went one utama for IP MAN~
wif my bf,Kevin,Zhong,Wei Kang and a muscular man....
haha
quite nice...recommended =）
i ♥ the little boy^^
super cute~
ohya!finally i got my adidas couple watch!!!!
tat's all...

bye~

scrub+saunna+u-rut^^

2008-12-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

hari ini berasa sangat bosan...tak ada orang free utk teman saya~
tak apa...sendiri teman sendiri...kesian...
saya dah pergi buat something girls suka~
pergi mencantikkan sendiri...haha
pertama kali buat urut macam ini^^
takut sangat~
tak boleh pakai baju punya^^
saya sangat stupid la....tanya itu receptionist satu soalan yang cukup hiburan~

me: arr...tak boleh pakai baju buat urut??
receptionist:HAR!!!apa kamu tanya?!PAKAI BAJU BUAT URUT?!
me:hehe..ya...boleh tak?(masih tak tau malu...terus tanya)
receptionist:tak boleh la moi~tak perlu malu...semua girls saja mah...kamu punya tak sangat besar saja...
me:hehe~pertama kali mar...
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(keluar dari washroom, masih belum tukar baju)
me:(tanya lagi) ADA CCTV TAK?
semua orang:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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macam short hair...haha

just post it

2008-12-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

before class trip...

class trip...

new look!!!

a weird feeling

2008-12-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

erm...recently feel so tired~
cos working...

today he came my working place...
this is what i don want to happen...
but finally it become real...
don noe why i feel so scare??
i almost...''fa dou''
i run here run there~
i feel so scare....
i rayu kok ming bring me to food court...
but he said cannot...
then i ran into toilet~
i don know i will become like tat~
im so hurt~
i remembered the last sentences that he told me~
I WONT FIND U!!!I WILL DELETE YOUR NOMBER NOW!!!
this really hurt me badly!!!
i think maybe im still love him~
but it is impossible to become...

work

2008-12-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

hello~ just back from my class trip~
super good~
i love u all like hell...except....haha
flowers~ get it??
super duper tired now....

plus tml start work!!!
gosh!!!!
bye~
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will upload some picsy soon~

life's never fair in all ways.....

2008-12-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

w-h-y?!
i had been ask myself for thousand times...
why she will do this to me???
getting hurt badly....
i thought she maybe my best best best friend in my lifetime....
i really so hurt now???
i don noe why she will lie me??
honestly,i treat her good as my family...although she had hurt me before....
i thought she will not hurt me anymore....
but now...she hurt me again....
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.
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yesterday night i asked whether she wanna watch TWILIGHT onot??
then she told me very tired...cos period
then i said okay lol...u rest more lol~
after that i called my friend to watch this wif me...
means i had went one utama too today~
do you know what had happened in one utama?!
i saw her!!!!
then i decided to give a surprise to her....like shock her...bla bla(fool right?)
but when i go towards her....she didn see me...
she wif her frens go into the cinema~

then i continue to play wif my fren lol~
after back home i called her...
hey,you see twilight already??
she said yes~
then i asked what time u watched?with who?
she said arr...at night lol...6pm to 8pm
OMG!!!!
u know what time i saw her in one utame?!
this really hurt me badly....
i really don know why she want to lie me...
am i looks like fool?! (yes im a fool!!!!)

she said go wif the fren that i tak kena langsung....
hello!!!! is mr boring and kristyle!!!!
p/s don lie me!!!
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.
.
im really speechless now~
maybe u hav not think im ur besty before...
just i 一厢情愿....
sorry i think i really not understand u ...
you are too strange to me...

do you know?
i almost share everything with you...
i always by ur side...
when i got or happened something....
i will think of u first...
i will share all of that to you...
just wanna to share everything to you....
but you are not....
u always told me im okay la...
nothing happened....small matter....
sometimes i will think that i m so foolish...
i share wif u but u are not!!!
now...
you lied me!!!
i cant accept this is real...
i cant....
sorry...for disturbing u all the time...
sorry for forcing u all the time....
sorry for stick wif u all the time...
sorry for making u felt stress...
im really so sorry........
tat's all my fault!!! k?

regretful

2008-12-09T10:28:00.000+08:00

just finished to see my cousin's profile...

fell regretful and jealous...
since i had studied in KUEN CHENG for 5 years
i had absent alot of ''family's days'' tat had built up by my big-happy-family
im so regret now...
i thought i can be so smart...i don care their silly ''events''
but honestly im not!!!
fine,tat's all over...
the only thing tat i can do now is TREASURE IT!!!
cos im graduated!!!
kay,lets me show-off my happy big family~(current pic)

the new born baby....langsung tak kena NN jie jie*T.T

how cute he is?

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MY AUNT'S WEDDING !!!!
(in my sux hostel preparing the sux SPM)

bride and bridegroom~

how BIG we are!!!!

there's alot of hot chicks in my house!!!

how close we are!!!!

how sot we are!!!

close till this!!!!

my stupid bro learning to be a good father~

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actually in my big family have alot of rules must be obey by all of us!!
but unfortunately...i always be disobedient....
i cant do what they want me to do...
i always be absent...
they said it's hard to meet-up wif NN!!!!
this really so hurt....sorry my lovely family
im not purposely absent...sorry
one of the rule is....
we will held at least one travel for our big family!!!
this year we had held for twice~
one in the MARCH....i went^^
the other one in NOVEMBER....i abent...T.T
haiz....really so hurt cos cant spent more time wif my big-lovely-dearly-family!!!
now...im going to UK soon....
how to treasure them?!speechless**

i love u guys....
trust me!i wont absent on 15th november!!!
our cousin gathering day!!!
cant wait to meet-up wif u all!!
lotsa loves~

shopping spree

2008-12-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

another shopping spree to the highest!!!
actually today planned to go sunway lagoon de....but finally we went to BANGSAR
cos of de big storm!!! haiz
really miss sunway lagoon ler....no fate
BANGSAR nothing to buy also!!!s-h-i-t
i bought accessories nia~
quite expansive lol!!!
somemore there had some la-la stuff....
OMG i cant imagine BANGSAR will have la-la lol!!!!
haiz~
tat's all bcos la-la生命力顽强！！！
无所不在！！！

tat's all for todae**
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ohya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna watch TWILIGHT!!!!
i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!
siapa mau teman saya??

S H I R L E Y

A Good Good Year!

Mine is joyful!

What is the price of being a shopaholic?

A Lanvin on First Lady.

“现在读大学有每天上课的么？？我是没有听说过咯。。。”

The only life that we have.

猜猜什么地方？

Happy New Year

"Human needs is always more than what can actually be produced"

Nothing.

鱼与熊掌不可兼得

Am I too demanding?

These day.

미안합니다 ♥

Bloody shit!

The day we tried to study hard.XD

Big Dream

I am after you <3

A-LOL-HA!!!!!!!!

미안합니다 ♥

最熟悉的陌生人

finally got my license!!hoo=ray

JPJ falls on TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tear 99

... ....

fuck you very very much!!!

Obsession Du Jour....STREETWEAR

KOREAN FEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

obsessing till the end of my day

it's killing time!!!!

NG SHIR LEY ♥ GOO JUN PYO

thumb up

incomparable friends in my life!!!

LOL!!!

My Love

累 1

JUDO IS ME * I AM JUDO

random examination

LOVEEEEE

piss me off!!!!!

The Hundredth Article

憂人自擾！ 第3节 （鞭羁法）

憂人自擾！ 第2节

憂人自擾！

random

disengagement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

the owl need rest!

an owl's place

growing up...

i don't really like to blog

永别了，我敬爱的你...

beloved inspirator

sport day ' 09

i am so in love with this dress

i am pleasure to be the victim

a funny movie

to my lovess.

you said i caprice.am i?

random

ROT ROT ROT

i wish...

shopping spree

sort-of-addicted

RAINNING NO RUNNING

PEGGY Nail

to my DEAREST friend

boring is killing me!!!!

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM *cheh*

"No excuses for yourself"

menopause

pissing -off!!!

WOW

You're not sorry

thx my bestie~

should i accept this fact?

a special day for flowers

one-u FEVER!!!!

♥ inspiration

光阴+时间+用心=我的律师梦

憂人自擾！第3节（鞭羁法）

憂人自擾！第2节

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM cheh