Saturday, November 22, 2008
面目全非 今天的主题是面目全非... 突然间很有感触... 也许真的变了... 我也不再受她的眷顾了~ 她 不再疼惜我了... 我 是时候要学习成长了... 我真的很害怕 害怕我应付不及 害怕我的无能... 我是否真的能给到我爱的人幸福吗? 也许过去的我真的太幸福了... 盲目的接受....不懂得付出.... 痛恨自己... 我真的很害怕... 压力一天比一天大... 压得我快喘不过气... 但 我爱你们 恳请你们相信我一次我真的会竭尽所能.... 我 不 会 负 众 望!!! 我长大了!!!! Friday, November 21, 2008
sigh** 12.12a.m~ honestly,i m super duper tired now.... and feel so sleepy too... but don noe why i haven feel wanna go bed... maybe i .... i oso don noe.. haha~=] nvm la....erm... i'm weird good night~ . . . sleep now~*wink* Wednesday, November 19, 2008
ARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARR!!!! SAYA SUDAH TAK BOLEH TAHAN LAGI!!!! MOTHER FUCKER!!!! SAKIT JIWA!!!!! BARU BALIK SAJA...KENA MARAH SHIT!!! FUCKER BROTHER!!!! SHIT!!!! TAK APALAH BESOK BALIK ASRAMA LAGI.... TAK TAU BALIK BUAT APA PUN.... BYE Monday, November 3, 2008
another boring day haha~another boring day for me~ nth to do...in my home sweet home~ erm...waiting the time passes by.... it's just left 7 hrs...after thz i should back my lousy hostel again... oops no....is JAIL haha~since im one of the candidate of SPM so...i need to back school for preparing my SPM lol~ it may take a looooooooong time to stay in de JAIL.. maybe i will back on dec.haha i just plan la...but i donnoe i can tahan onot?!haha anyways...fight for my future!!!!!! after thz...we can release....we can fly as high as we want!!!! im soooo excited!!!!! okay~thz maybe my last post b4 SPM~ erm...i think i will missing u soooooo much.... tat's nobody can tell how much i miss u~ even shirley also don noe~ anyways.....i will concentrate in my SPM de~ don worry about me... plus...must gain weight ya~ erm....i hope u can be 60 la (minimum) haha....without tummy ya... i love muscular man~=) hope u can achieve it la~ ++i need to on diet too++ haha~ i think i can de... cos...''if u think u can! u can!!!'' haha~ last but not least~ good luck for all de SPM candidates~ and sure luck for me!! haha the most important ppls is my sweeties~ . . . . . . . . (it's just for you all) [joo]:i believe u can do that...if not u can ask 9a2b~am i wrong...ok la...work hard ya... [pauline]:my beloved~don force urself ya^^im so scare to see ur stressful face~gambateh~ [shan]:haha...speechless~u are same as me...everyday hahahaha..but urs is ''hao qun'',mine is ''adorable''...haha...jkjk...sure same la im ur ahba ma~really ar don like me...play play n play...u're intelligent one~ trust urself...love u [yiying]:love you love you love you love you love you...can u see how deep is my love...haha...u're the one i don worry at all....cos u so berdikari ya~haha..tml teach u all pendidikan moral~k?i promised u.... [mandy]:erm....start from where leh?speechless~haha...erm u ar....i oso very fang sin~ work hard together~see u tml~lots love [hasanah]:(our big kids)haha....u are the most i worry lol...everyday like sikap bena tak bena...hey...bangun lol....SPM sudah mari lol....jangan la macam ni.aku cinta padu mu^^ [aiklin]:haha...u sure thought i wont write 4 u...right...surprise??haha...i heart u de...really...i know u heart me too right?anyways....jia you...god bless you^^ [sugar]:i prefer to call u this....plz forgive me....i wont forget u de....i really lov u lots...although u had changed school....but i still love u...thz may not change until my last breath...okay...u still will take SPM right?haha..so wishing u here~ ohya,long time didn meet up wif u...i plan-ing to organize a small party for my sweeties...after SPM...so...planning la...not sure..but if really...i hope u can be here~erm.. i love you*** byebye~T.T An Amazing Love Story He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.' Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'. While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she knew that's the way he liked it. After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'Mydearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'. Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied. Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!! Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.' Saturday, November 1, 2008
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HAPPY HALLOWE'EN HAPPY HALLOW E'EN~ haha~de correct spelling~ we had join a HALLOWEEN PARTY in KDU~ erm...not so nice la...actually damn boring~ haiz....haunted house also nth special~ let's the pic talking wif u~ the party end around 7somethings~ then we headed to the walk~ THE CURVE ~ drink tea in 芝麻绿豆~ chit-chatting until 11++p.m the wj fetch us home~ our 23.80~haha . . . . actually i back home on 1.00a.m lol~ u now why~ cos we go drink tea again~ eat kambing+roti kacang~ cos mandy forgot to bring her keys out~ actually my fren had waited in my hse.....to fetch me go HARTAMAS de halloween party~ but i cancel already~ hmm.... nvm....im big gas de~ actually i oso don want go de...cos really tired thz few days lol~ . . . . . . . . . bye-bye Fruitful Holiday where should i start ler~ haha.....FRUITFUL HOLIDAY...without books** haha actually im busy to enjoy my life recently.... so....didn update lol~ actually i had almost forgot what had happened thz few days~ ........WEDNESDAY......... awake on8++a.m~ cos i wanna tuition,but cancel jor...cos something happened then i meet up wif my sweeeties to watch HIGH SCHOOL....not bad la~ meaningless actually*** and then i and mandy went back home early~ cos we almost bankrupt ard~ then cant go BANGSAR lol~ i belanja man man to eat de FIRST cake~ ta-ta-da-da~ camhowing all the time~ sunny sunny~ we we we~ after finished the delicious cake~ back to my home sweet home~ preparing to go play badminton~ while waiting them hor.... mandy wanna ride my bicycle~ she tak sengaja fall down~saw by a baby...... really malu**haha damn tired man....we had played for 2hrs~ haha wj very geng o.......im so ''lousy'' then we headed to al-barkath~ drink tea...... about 10somethings we back home masing-masing~ then 11.30p.m we go to ss2-----MURNI drink tea....until 3a.m~ . . . . . ..................THURSDAY...................... we awake on 1.30p.m~ but de weird mandy awake on 10++a.m OMG~ so early calling me to go one utama~ then we decided to go there on 2.30p.m lol~ wj fetch us again~ we meet up kent there lol~ den four of us go to watch MAX PAYNE~ walau A~ nice lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really......... haha |
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