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Saturday, November 22, 2008
面目全非

今天的主题是面目全非...
突然间很有感触...
也许真的变了...
我也不再受她的眷顾了~
她 不再疼惜我了...
我 是时候要学习成长了...
我真的很害怕 害怕我应付不及
害怕我的无能...



我是否真的能给到我爱的人幸福吗?
也许过去的我真的太幸福了...
盲目的接受....不懂得付出....
痛恨自己...



我真的很害怕...
压力一天比一天大...
压得我快喘不过气...
但 我爱你们
恳请你们相信我一次我真的会竭尽所能....


我 不 会 负 众 望!!!





我长大了!!!!







Friday, November 21, 2008
sigh**

12.12a.m~
honestly,i m super duper tired now....
and feel so sleepy too...
but don noe why i haven feel wanna go bed...
maybe i ....
i oso don noe..
haha~=]
nvm la....erm...
i'm weird
good night~
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sleep now~*wink*





Wednesday, November 19, 2008
ARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ARR!!!!
SAYA SUDAH TAK BOLEH TAHAN LAGI!!!!
MOTHER FUCKER!!!!
SAKIT JIWA!!!!!
BARU BALIK SAJA...KENA MARAH
SHIT!!!
FUCKER BROTHER!!!! SHIT!!!!
TAK APALAH BESOK BALIK ASRAMA LAGI....
TAK TAU BALIK BUAT APA PUN....
BYE





Monday, November 3, 2008
another boring day


haha~another boring day for me~
nth to do...in my home sweet home~
erm...waiting the time passes by....
it's just left 7 hrs...after thz i should back my lousy hostel again...
oops no....is JAIL
haha~since im one of the candidate of SPM
so...i need to back school for preparing my SPM lol~
it may take a looooooooong time to stay in de JAIL..
maybe i will back on dec.haha
i just plan la...but i donnoe i can tahan onot?!haha
anyways...fight for my future!!!!!!
after thz...we can release....we can fly as high as we want!!!!
im soooo excited!!!!!

okay~thz maybe my last post b4 SPM~
erm...i think i will missing u soooooo much....
tat's nobody can tell how much i miss u~
even shirley also don noe~
anyways.....i will concentrate in my SPM de~
don worry about me...
plus...must gain weight ya~
erm....i hope u can be 60 la (minimum)
haha....without tummy ya...
i love muscular man~=)
hope u can achieve it la~

++i need to on diet too++
haha~
i think i can de...
cos...''if u think u can! u can!!!''
haha~

last but not least~
good luck for all de SPM candidates~
and sure luck for me!!
haha
the most important ppls is my sweeties~
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(it's just for you all)
[joo]:i believe u can do that...if not u can ask 9a2b~am i wrong...ok la...work hard ya...
[pauline]:my beloved~don force urself ya^^im so scare to see ur stressful face~gambateh~
[shan]:haha...speechless~u are same as me...everyday hahahaha..but urs is ''hao qun'',mine is ''adorable''...haha...jkjk...sure same la im ur ahba ma~really ar don like me...play play n play...u're intelligent one~ trust urself...love u
[yiying]:love you love you love you love you love you...can u see how deep is my love...haha...u're the one i don worry at all....cos u so berdikari ya~haha..tml teach u all pendidikan moral~k?i promised u....
[mandy]:erm....start from where leh?speechless~haha...erm u ar....i oso very fang sin~
work hard together~see u tml~lots love
[hasanah]:(our big kids)haha....u are the most i worry lol...everyday like sikap bena tak bena...hey...bangun lol....SPM sudah mari lol....jangan la macam ni.aku cinta padu mu^^
[aiklin]:haha...u sure thought i wont write 4 u...right...surprise??haha...i heart u de...really...i know u heart me too right?anyways....jia you...god bless you^^
[sugar]:i prefer to call u this....plz forgive me....i wont forget u de....i really lov u lots...although u had changed school....but i still love u...thz may not change until my last breath...okay...u still will take SPM right?haha..so wishing u here~
ohya,long time didn meet up wif u...i plan-ing to organize a small party for my sweeties...after SPM...so...planning la...not sure..but if really...i hope u can be here~erm..
i love you***







byebye~T.T






An Amazing Love Story

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after
her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the
party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but
due
to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was
too
nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please,
let
me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me
some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he
put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why
you
have this hobby? He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near
the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,
just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty
coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my
hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'. While
saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched..
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can
tell
out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,
has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice
talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets
all
her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was
such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty
coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess
married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And,
every
time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she
knew that's the way he liked it.


After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:


'Mydearest,
please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I
said
to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so
nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It
was
hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be
the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times
in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to
lie
to you for anything..


Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like
the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty
coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for
anything I do for you.. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my
whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you
and
have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee
again'.

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's
the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.



Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive,
not 2 c but 2 understand,

not 2 hear but 2 listen,
not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!


Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one
you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he
cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,






'...that's her.'




Saturday, November 1, 2008
touching mii.......T.T

刚发现了一篇文章,好有意思,放上来跟大家分享

老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章

孩子!當你還很小的時候,

我花了多時間,教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西 。

教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你 穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。

這些和你在一起的點點滴滴,是多麼的令我懷念不已。

所以,當我想不起來, 接不上話時,

請給我一點時間,等我一 下,

讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼,我也一併忘記。

孩子!

你忘記我們練習了好幾百回,

才學 的第一首娃娃歌嗎?

是否還記得每天 要我絞盡腦汁,

去回答不知道你從哪冒出來问题的嗎?

所以,當我重覆又重覆著老掉牙的故事,

哼著我孩提時代的歌時,體諒我。

讓我繼續沉醉在這些憶中吧!

切望你,也能陪著我閒話家吧!

孩子,現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫 帶。

吃飯時,會弄髒衣服,梳頭髮時還會不停的抖,

不要催促我,要對我一點耐心和溫柔,

只要有你在一起, 會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。

孩子!如今,我的腳站也站不穩,走也走不動。

所以,請你緊緊的握著我的手 ,陪著我,慢慢的。

就像當年一樣,我帶著你一步一步地走。

若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們,

那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生,黑暗中逝去....





HAPPY HALLOWE'EN


HAPPY HALLOW E'EN~
haha~de correct spelling~
we had join a HALLOWEEN PARTY in KDU~
erm...not so nice la...actually
damn boring~
haiz....haunted house also nth special~
let's the pic talking wif u~


four of us~ before into the hall~


JOKER~ he looks so funny + handsome~

kent* joker* me

mr.pumpkin wif us~



the party end around 7somethings~
then we headed to the walk~
THE CURVE ~
drink tea in 芝麻绿豆~
chit-chatting until 11++p.m
the wj fetch us home~

wj and mandy~

our 23.80~haha
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actually i back home on 1.00a.m lol~
u now why~
cos we go drink tea again~
eat kambing+roti kacang~
cos mandy forgot to bring her keys out~
actually my fren had waited in my hse.....to fetch me go HARTAMAS de halloween party~
but i cancel already~
hmm....
nvm....im big gas de~
actually i oso don want go de...cos really tired thz few days lol~
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bye-bye




Fruitful Holiday


where should i start ler~
haha.....FR
UITFUL HOLIDAY...without books**
haha
actually im busy to enjoy my life recently....
so....didn update lol~
actually i had almost forgot what had happened thz few days~


........WEDNESDAY.........
awake on8++a.m~
cos i wanna tuition,but cancel jor...cos something happened
then i meet up wif my sweeeties
to watch HIGH SCHOOL....not bad la~
meaningless actually***

and then i and mandy went back home early~
cos we almost bankrupt ard~
then cant go BANGSAR lol~
i belanja man man to eat de FIRST cake~
ta-ta-da-da~



camhowing all the time~

sunny sunny~

we we we~


after finished the delicious cake~
back to my home sweet home~
preparing to go play badminton~
while waiting them hor....
mandy wanna ride my bicycle~
she tak sengaja fall down~saw by a baby......
really malu**haha

damn tired man....we had played for 2hrs~
haha
wj very geng o.......im so ''lousy''
then we headed to al-barkath~
drink tea......
about 10somethings we back home masing-masing~


then 11.30p.m we go to ss2-----MURNI
drink tea....until 3a.m~
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..................THURSDAY......................


we awake on 1.30p.m~
but de weird mandy awake on 10++a.m
OMG~
so early calling me to go one utama~
then we decided to go there on 2.30p.m lol~
wj fetch us again~
we meet up kent there lol~
den four of us go to watch MAX PAYNE~
walau A~
nice lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really.........
haha





♥your darling♥