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Monday, November 30, 2009

A typical question that I have always ask myself. A lot of friends told me that I am way too demanding compared to the other girls. I got my strong principal and I will always stick on it no matter what. This brings pros and cons to my life. And I found the cons are always go far beyond the pros. I was used to think everyone should lives in their own way and that is what I always do but things had changed as I growth. This theory should no longer exist. and It's about time to change.

Friday, November 27, 2009

These day.

There are too many things happened in this few weeks which totally drove me crazy. These included happy and unhappy things. Firstly and the most annoying is I AM SICK! I was refused to take any medical treatment at the beginning, but as time passed, it became worst and I can't even get up to college and then only went for a 'proper' medical center because I used to go for 'improper'=pharmacy to simply buy some medicine and be myself-private-doctor. But it seems like doesn't works. Secondly, my father went for a eye operation yesterday and discharged today. No worries!=) Thirdly, I passed my lan subject! yes! feels much relief now. Frankly, I thought I will failed *im serious* cos the moral studies paper was bloody difficult and everyone was complaining too even the genius. Anyways, it is passed and I got an unexpectedly C! omg! Further, I am having exam now! Three subjects in a row, it's killing. Lectures are way to strict compared with the teachers in my secondary school. We have no right to talk or appeal. All we can do is started the revision on the dot he told. I think I better kick the books right now.Ciao.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

미안합니다 ♥

I went back to kc yesterday with my flowers due to the graduation ceremony. and YES, we had a lot of fun, it is seemed like we went back to the schooling time yet I feel strange and guilty. Sorry friends. I am incapable to reach what you guys wish for. I might need some times to recover from the pain and learn the way to forgive someone. Sometimes, it's not easy to forgive someone when she has deeply hurt you,it can be extremely difficult to let go of your grudge. I hope you guys can understand what I am trying to convey. Believe me, I am trying hard!

NANA with her daisy~

shan and me

was pushing away by cacing.

my love.

CITITEL HOTEL

Finally we are graduated! !

After I settled down the things and reached home around 11 something and TJ came and fetched me straight away to yam-cha while killing the time. He told me a lot of philosophy which he gets from ZiHeng. It's meaningful but I haven't ready yet. Take times. And you told me alot of your past, for me, you are way too dithery in making decision. I wish you can find a girlfriend who can bring you up to the track as what they say.=)Aza aza fighting!

Then, we watched the 2012 at 1.30 and ended up like 4.30 in the morning! To be frank, I am extremely tired since i went out from 8am. Anyhow, I still love that movie and story line! It touches my heartbeat! exp when I saw the parents who really REALLY sacrifice themselves and sort out the root of the problem just for their family, this is the touchiest part for me maybe because I don't have a blissful family and I have been craving for it though I know it won't be in my life anymore. sounds naive?~~YES!~~ Btw, I have a dedicate lovely father. I know he loves us more than everything. and we do.=*) Don't worry I will take care of you well and buy a Benz and hire a driver for you.=) and even let you go find your girlfriend. ♥

Monday, November 9, 2009

Bloody shit!

omg! my stomach is like bloody pain.wtf!
I stick with the toilet bowl from day to night and nothing comes out!
All I get is just PAIN!
I hate to be a girl at this very moment!

btw, i went for a spa yesterday and it was a blast! and I'm craving for it NOW!
I want to do it again! Let's start thinking which package to take for the next.
Ms. Carmen waits me there!

and I hope the trip can comes true.haha
Rachel Yau! BOOK NOW!

The day we tried to study hard.XD

aren't we looked like a piece of shit?NO! is 2 pieces.

okay.This happened in last Tues.
Jen called me and asked for a free Maths tuition.
I was rejected at first but after a long begging session I changed my mind and YES !
eventually allowed her to do so.
and I started to clean up my house....after i finished. My phone rang and it's JEN==
she said," ohh~ I think i won't come la, cos you want to study ur law and i want to study maths.and obviously, it's two totally diff. subject.so...."
then I felt abit upset, and replied,"then okay lol,bye"
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after few minutes
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I called Jen and said," arr...erm....can you please come to my house???"
Jen rejected at first and after a long begging session and she said YES!

O-M-G!!! isn't it sounds funny?
haha. I keep recalling all the things when I look through the photo that we took tat day.^^

only we know what had happened.haha.
anyhow, it comes with naturally.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Big Dream

Hello guys, I am here again!
<3

First of all, I want to pat my own back here b'cos I did very well in my law quiz today! Maybe it's not ''very well'' for others but at least for me. =) Anyways, it's still far away from my big dream. I hope it will not longer be my dream.

Aza!

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