my smurf♥

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

w-h-y?!
i had been ask myself for thousand times...
why she will do this to me???
getting hurt badly....
i thought she maybe my best best best friend in my lifetime....
i really so hurt now???
i don noe why she will lie me??
honestly,i treat her good as my family...although she had hurt me before....
i thought she will not hurt me anymore....
but now...she hurt me again....
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yesterday night i asked whether she wanna watch TWILIGHT onot??
then she told me very tired...cos period
then i said okay lol...u rest more lol~
after that i called my friend to watch this wif me...
means i had went one utama too today~
do you know what had happened in one utama?!
i saw her!!!!
then i decided to give a surprise to her....like shock her...bla bla(fool right?)
but when i go towards her....she didn see me...
she wif her frens go into the cinema~

then i continue to play wif my fren lol~
after back home i called her...
hey,you see twilight already??
she said yes~
then i asked what time u watched?with who?
she said arr...at night lol...6pm to 8pm
OMG!!!!
u know what time i saw her in one utame?!
this really hurt me badly....
i really don know why she want to lie me...
am i looks like fool?! (yes im a fool!!!!)

she said go wif the fren that i tak kena langsung....
hello!!!! is mr boring and kristyle!!!!
p/s don lie me!!!
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im really speechless now~
maybe u hav not think im ur besty before...
just i 一厢情愿....
sorry i think i really not understand u ...
you are too strange to me...

do you know?
i almost share everything with you...
i always by ur side...
when i got or happened something....
i will think of u first...
i will share all of that to you...
just wanna to share everything to you....
but you are not....
u always told me im okay la...
nothing happened....small matter....
sometimes i will think that i m so foolish...
i share wif u but u are not!!!
now...
you lied me!!!
i cant accept this is real...
i cant....
sorry...for disturbing u all the time...
sorry for forcing u all the time....
sorry for stick wif u all the time...
sorry for making u felt stress...
im really so sorry........
tat's all my fault!!! k?