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Friday, March 6, 2009
should i accept this fact?

honestly,i couldn't accept this fact!
i admitted...i failed....
that is worst then i thought...
our friendship is so fragile...
....brittle like a rust iron
i tried hard to accept this...
but i couldn't...
you told me that everything will go fine...
but actually everything go worst...
we're craven...

went out with you again...
i waited it for a long time...
the first time you called me out...
...meant in my memory
you delighted me...you did!
but you grief me through...badly
we're craven...


i did all the things for you...
just because
...i love you our friendship

maybe,
myLOVE is too much for you and me...
i couldn't stand for it...
i became more impenetrable...
i gone bad
i changed
...to a stranger

maybe,
things are like getting upside down

i heard your from others...
it's so hurt...
like putting a knife into my heart and cut it
i knew it earlier...
but i didn't ask from you...
cos i am waiting for you...
i hope can hear from you...
from your own word...
from a willing heart...
self-deceiving to myself...

i thought maybe this is the right time ...
but we ended up wit nothing...
i am bleeding...
self-deceiving is useless for me...
i'm just-so-nothing...
i looked down myself...

i tried to imply you...
but you were pretending...

i tried hard to keep it...
but...you didn't
i'm so weary...

let's end up with a bye...
cos i should.



Loves,now and always.












♥your darling♥